Too little, too late

I got dumped again. This time it's for real.

The issue as I see it is that I am unable to commit as much as she wants me to commit at this point. She has a plan. My plan was to be a part of her plan.

Now is the beginning of the test. I know what it's like to be with her. Let's see what it's like to be without her. Sometimes you don't know how good you have it until it is gone. As time drifts forward, it keeps feeling like I've made a bigger mistake.

She's experienced someone else who has given up everything for an opportunity with her that she has not given him. I think his opportunity has come. I think my opportunity is gone or is fleeing. The test is time. Will I be able to figure out what I want before it is too late?

On a side note, I have not the slightest idea where the market is headed these days. One thing is for sure, try to balance your portfolio outside the US and outside of China. Both are starting to seem fishy.