Glen Doth Know

I got dumped again. This time it's for real.

The issue as I see it is that I am unable to commit as much as she wants me to commit at this point. She has a plan. My plan was to be a part of her plan.

Now is the beginning of the test. I know what it's like to be with her. Let's see what it's like to be without her. Sometimes you don't know how good you have it until it is gone. As time drifts forward, it keeps feeling like I've made a bigger mistake.

She's experienced someone else who has given up everything for an opportunity with her that she has not given him. I think his opportunity has come. I think my opportunity is gone or is fleeing. The test is time. Will I be able to figure out what I want before it is too late?

On a side note, I have not the slightest idea where the market is headed these days. One thing is for sure, try to balance your portfolio outside the US and outside of China. Both are starting to seem fishy.

The stories that I know.

1. Lenka went back to florida and cheated on me. Then, she tried to seduce me until I figured out something was up.

2. Jaclyn went to a random party and cheated on me. She told me too.

What I found most attractive in Lenka was her spontaneity.
in Jaclyn, her ability to enjoy those who she is with.

I felt like I could trust her because out of all people that I know, I think that she knows what it feels like to be on my side of the bargain.

Not only that, but if I look back on the most significant part of our relationship, it happened when she was with Pat.

So, again I reflect to figure out where it is that I came up short. Lenka could be explained because she wanted adventure. Jacyln because she wanted availability.

I don't think I was ever unfair by my own scheme, but was I?

Anyway, after every day comes tomorrow. I must look deep within myself and ask myself what can I do to maximize the overall happiness in my life.

On a side note, the Fed lowered interest rates. Finally the market is going down because of this, because This is not good news. This is good news for consumer spending, because fewer people are going to want to keep the dollars in their pockets. Invest internationally! See below for my picks.